I, AN INDIAN  

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It’s the 1st of January 2008, another new year. A holiday for many, and those who hadn’t, chose for a holiday. And what do we have here? A person or more aptly said, the common man whiling his first day of the year- resting. But unknown to him this New Year is going to surprise him in a very unusual way.
Its new year morning and while having his morning tea, actively skimming through the newspaper. Having gone through the whole of newspaper, he settles down to read the news from the first page. In the dialogue that ensues, “I” is for the common man himself.





I : (talking to himself) Ah!! These parties are going to start for the 2009 elections from now only or what? Think this party is very confident of giving a crushing defeat to the coalition government at the centre. And these changing governments aren’t doing anything for the welfare of neither the common man nor the country. God only can save this country!


“Ha ha ha, well said, well said. God only can save this country!”, (said a voice which seemed to come from behind him).

I : Who is it? Where are you?

Here “Me” would represent the voice unknown to the common man.

Me : I am you and I am in you.

I : What rubbish are you talking? Are you a ghost? (murmuring a chant).

Me : I am indeed you, your conscience. I have always been in you, subdued, unreactive, and unexpressed.

I : Well in that case why are you here now? What do you want?

Me : I was feeling uncomfortable by remaining silent all these years, I wanted to break free. I am free from any wants, but want to make you aware of what you really want.

I : What I want? I have everything that a man can ask for. A home, family, life. What more do I want?

Me : Well in that case why are you moaning over the government not doing anything for the common man and the country.

I : Aren’t our lives going to get effected by the government’s policies? I am a citizen of this country. If I am not the one to be bothered, who should be?

Me : Then what are you going to do so that people can lead a better life, the country can move on the road to development?

I : What am I supposed to do? I am not having any power or position to make decisions for others welfare. What can a common man like me do?

Me : Ha ha ha! In my youth, I never once thought this way. I have always believed that we are the people that possess the power to change anything we like at any position we may be.

I : (surprised) In your youth? Or better to say in mine (regaining composure). I have made myself forget everything I wished for in my yearning for a comfortable and peaceful life.

Me : Yes you have. You have cheated not only the ideals and principles you believed in but your own conscience, Me. You said being a part of the system and changing it from within. Why did you go back on your words?

I : Yes, indeed, still I believe that if something has to be done then the change should be made from within the system, by being part of it. I am from a middle class family, I had my responsibilities. How could I be a part of the political system. Politics is ………

Me : ……. Dirty? Well well well, here goes the classic dialogue of every Indian. Ha ha ha ha! What more can anyone expect from people who has clearly identified their responsibilities but lack clarity in identification.

I : What do you mean that I lack the clarity in identifying my responsibilities?









Me : Clarity comes in properly identifying your responsibilities viz towards your family and also society. When qualified and educated people like you shy away from taking the responsibility to act God only can save India.

I : Yes you are right, I ought to have done what I felt was right. But what use now pondering over the lost chance.

Me : (surprised) Lost chance? Here you go again. What about the election days that you used as an opportunity to go for an excursion with your family instead of going to cast your vote?

I : (thinking deeply) Do you think my vote is going to affect the outcome of an election?








Me :
You truly characterize the typical Indian. Always giving excuses for your mistakes, blaming others, shying responsibilities. What about the thousands others who take election days as their right for a holiday? Wouldn’t they have made their choice clear by choosing to vote.

I : I didn’t think that there would be many others like me, who are abstaining from voting to enjoy a holiday. People who don’t vote also loose the right to criticize the performance of the elected government.

Me : Ahh! A revelation it is. There are scores of other things that you could have done but instead choose to be a blind spectator.

I : Me, a blind spectator? How can you say that?

Me : You are also very forgetful of your actions. Or is it that you want your actions to be forgetful in nature? Then let me remind you something which you choose to forget. It’s your daily chore to throw your garbage in the site opposite to your lane, isn’t it? Why do you think does the garbage stinks over days and then only its being removed?

I : Because we are having an ineffective councilor as well as an useless MLA.

Me : Hmmm, Useless and ineffective. How about that site not being a garbage collection point. Giving to your laziness you choose not to walk an extra 100m or so to the garbage pit to deposit the wastes and chose a place of your convenience for dumping. And your neighborhood followed suit.

I : Maybe.

Me : And how could you forget yesterday when you and others remained mute spectators to women being harassed by drunken party revelers until the police arrived.

I : What should I have done?

Me : Asking me how you should have reacted? We are called social animals. This means that we have in us some nature of animals too like to care for your own kind, protect them. But we chose to forget that, why? In our quest for a peaceful life? How can one live in peace when your neighborhood is in mayhem?

I : You are right. I chose to forget everything for my own selfish needs.

Me : You have always stopped me from reacting. It’s not my nature to be subdued. I am an Indian. It’s my right to react to injustice, to social evils. The ways of the revolutionaries, of our freedom fighters have always made my heart beat faster. Inspiring me to be a part of new social, scientific and economic revolution. To make my country a developed nation. But you stopped me in my quest that I choose for myself.

I : Maybe I wasn’t ready, maybe I felt it to be a too huge a task for me. Maybe I felt myself to be weak. Not able to differentiate between my responsibilities.

Me : What made you feel that way? Why?

I : Because like others I am also an Indian, an Indian in every sense.

Me : So am I, an Indian.

That is the common man of India, knows everything, feels everything, experiences everything but don’t know how and when to react. Will he wake up or not from this deep slumber. What is he waiting for? For us?


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6 comments

very nice one viajero, very nice one.. truly a post that describes something we've been thinking about and debating for years- me, gman, manu etc used to have these group discussions on these sometimes..
i havent gone through your other posts, but do keep writing at this rate.. and dont get discouraged by any negative feedbacks, ur style has the right tone of constructive criticism..

February 4, 2008 2:49 AM

Hey i know my concience is clear...
No matter who comes to power the real ppl who run this country are the civil servants, not the politicians... and these are a corrupt bunch of people, whose only aim is to fill their own pockets...
I have not taken my voters id card as yet... i dont believe i will be taking it in the near future... and I don't have much faith in the political system...

Have you ever seen the serial "yes prime minister"? its a bit exaggerated but gives an idea of how much power the prime minister really has...

February 5, 2008 7:00 PM

indianocean :
Parallels can be drawn about what I have already discussed about the political system and the civil servants 'babus'. Isn't saying 'having no faith in the political system', in a way, running away from the real problem? The gist that is highlighted in 'I, an Indian' is to explore the possibility of people who can/will bring about a change in how things are done, not only at the political level but in every sphere that concerns the larger welfare of the country and its people. Its a common knowledge that administration is not possible if the politicians and the civil servants choose to sail in different boats. They aren't immortals to stay forever clinging onto their postions. When I have exhorted change-minded, qualified people to join politics, it should be naturally inferred to be so in other areas too, not related to administration only.

February 7, 2008 12:48 PM

Hari,
The topic kindled by viajero is something which every Indian has in his conscience, but keeps ignoring (just like the protagonist in this post). But, the key to making this post and the effort of viajero, a fruitful effort, is to suggest means n ways to wake ppl from the deep slumber they r in.
Only then, we can contribute in his effort.

February 7, 2008 6:11 PM

Mr.viajero this is my response to your article finally as you demanded.As far as my views go i think we should all sit up and start thinking on what our next course of action should be.First of all i think we should all complete our academic career in a satisfying way and return what we learnt to our society by taking part in its various activities.But the manner in which we do it is what is important.Our involvement should be faithful,sincere,honest and truthful.Every small good act is priceless.It is said that 'small drops of water filled the ocean', so similarly all our good acts put together will do wonders to this corruption ridden society of ours.
I would like you to remember the following quotes
"it is easier said than done"
and "actions speak louder than words" and "better late than never" so let's put our act together.

February 8, 2008 12:15 AM

Thrs no arguin the fact tat watever u ve tried to highlight(not just the uselessness of the successive govts, but also the common man shyin away from his duties) is well n fine... N as harivishnu pointed out this is one topic u always find urself involved in...

But the fact remains tat thr is no possible way out of this viscious circle... the num of ppl who abstain from votin is still a miserable minority nd so at the end of the day v r still goin to ve a new party with the same "dirty" tactics at the top...

March 1, 2008 3:20 PM

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